Unfair.

Someone stayed away from me because he felt that he is nobody who can control or bother with my personal life. Why said that? I don't know is it real or not. But seriously speaking, everything you told me during our first meet up was so true, I felt and till now I still believe in you. Sincerely is what I see in you but disappointment is what I felt now. You did not end this friendship or anything properly.
In the case, if the explanation you gave was true, then I believed if you push things and perservere alittle, I think I be no longer your friend but someone special indeed.
Too bad, I thought we still can be friends. Thanks for not trusting me is what you ended things. Understood that you did not deal this problem well. I thought we were still fine on friday. Sat, you promised that you will call me when you wake up but you didn't. I waited for you but you just so persistent. I just want to know you fine but you choose not to pick up my call. Its just so sudden. How can you expect me to trust you?
Glad I did not accept you the very day. Understanding a person really need time. So unfair and I gave up.

Wed Nite II

Wed Ladies night again with... my new friend, Alicia, of course the always and Funny Tienx2 and sister Veron...Met up with this guy, Winston...Alicia's friend... this guy so funny and character similar to my sec school friend, bong... Funny and Very funny...
Saw him at Clarke Quay, causally asked him to join us at Zouk... and he agreed. Mr high drove us there and we partied till 4am. I am okay with tat because no work for me the next day. Poor them I felt... ahaaha...anyway, its fun tat night... but i did not enjoyed very much. Not sure why... -_-

Buddy is back

Buddy came back. Its jus so Poly days...when we meet almost everyday. I am really happy to see her...Edwin joined us tat day for brunch and I was really glad. Felt the bond so strong and we were as close as b4. Meet buddy from Mon to Fri, sounds so gross but I like it.
Poly, Johor, Club, Shopping... Fun... Really enjoyin...I think I will miss her though sometimes she talk like a shooting gun...so fast...ahha...

Empty

Felt so sad. Called J today, he did not ans my call. I don't like it. This is so not him. It was still fine on friday night. Requested a call from him on sat because he was sick. So worry for my dear friend. Sat, I did not have a proper meal till 6pm, I believed that he will call me and I can send my full of caring porridge to him. I have limits for my patience so called Veron and we went for dinner and ended up wit another drinking session at dlbO.
Night time, received an sms from J, "Sorry"... I did not get it. Sorry for what? And onwards, no more calls / sms.
Lots of worries in me. Did I make any mistakes or provoke him? I not sure. I am just worry for a friend of mine. Disappointment more than angry.
Can you please tell me what has happened...
Sms my X friend too. Worried for her few days ago. Dropped her an sms to confirm that she is fine. No reply, called her, also no return call...
What has happened?
Unfair to me... J, I am not angry, but I need an explanation...

Belated Birthday...

Lst of all, Best wishes to my dearest Eugene... The 2nd person in the row turning 26 years old. Lucky, I am the last one to turn young...aaahha....
Had a simple dinner at 鼎泰峰...then to one of my fav spot, Dempsey Hill for Icecream...Clever E paid the bill lst though we thought of buying me him an icecream cake treat too...Had so much fun time laughing at Lisa's wedding day...we suggested her to get a horse carriage instead of a car or limo...I felt...topic childish and funny. I like the way we were yesteray...seems like we just turned Ben and Jerry to a classroom...I like the feeling...

Cycling 17 Jan 2010 or La Senza day?

Yesterday went to cycling at ECP...time meet up was actually 830am but suprisingly, at about 829am, i received an sms saying tat meeting time changed to 930am as my sisters actually overslept. FAINT, i was on top of my anger...becos I reached JE already...called my 01 and she was at Pasir Ris, she told me to travel down to ECP lst and she can meet me lst... took couple of mins to cool down as I'm also late a few times b4 too...this ppl so funny, late but to ensure I'm fine, they use 11 to call me...Strategy... ahah...they thought I wont scold him...ahah... met up at MAC but had BK breakfast becos the crossiant there is the best carbohydrate food ever..its so soft n tasty...aahah... had a relax cycling,chit chatting session with 02. 01 had also good news for me...I am happy for her. After that, went to Cityhall to grab discounted bras at La Senza...So happy... We spent soooo much time there...slowest is 01...Upon waiting for 01, everyone of us jus stay below the romantic yellow lightnings for photo-taking... Had so much fun...
Seriously, I thought all of us changed. From the conversation era, I meant. Last time the topic tat we would shared among was clothes or any interesting outings...now currently is Guys... Edwin told me in future will be kids...Is this our growing stage or really we've changed? I really miss the days b4 when we were so naive...