Stress.....

I really felt the stress today. Had a bigx2 chemical strcuture waiting for me and i really don't know what to do. Presentation on Wed too. I need to have a good meal on friday celebrating for myself cos all assignments submitted... but also a "welcome" for the exams.
Seriously,I am vexed about my last assignment and I thought it's unfair because I am really weak in NMR.
Attended the CHEM 2050 workshop today but I am not sure what was my lecturer talking about. That really made me more stressful. Felt like crying, but I know I wouldn't do it in school. E said, no matter what you will still have to hand up because the due date will still comes. Too tiring this sem. I can't wait for holidays...I'm going to play really hard to compensate.

My lst outing wit my friend...28 May 2010

Yesterday was my very first dinner with NOT J in Kindred but another J from Korea.
Ha...he really leave a good impression with me and most importantly, he's funny and cute I think.
Korea food aha...he told me what I had done in the club last week and I felt its stupid. I told him I remmebered this pic that it was in your hp. Yea, he showed me my normal face pic only. There's the other 1, I said but he refused to show me till after pleading for awhile. There it is...erm...CHUI to describle the pic. I look stupid and drunk. Asked him to delete, he refused. Arggh... Faint
The pics couldn't send to me via bluetooth...and he refused to delete..really nt sure why . Lucky with my forever thick-skinned character, I can live on. HA!
The endin part wasn't good...Ha...
He's still the N.G.I.B to me. I still like his really gentleman character. Sent him a msg after I cooled down when I reached the subway. He apologised again. Probably, marks deducted because I was so petty to him or what, I told him I wasn't but its good in a way to let him understand my character well.

The lst Man that is good in club

It all started from "KamJa" ... korean potato...
I was totally drunk that day. I nearly lost a friend. I regretted, like, again...
He took care of me and saw the ugly side of me. He's too nice that I really don't know what I shld do. I am not use to good man like him in club because I always meet bad ones instead.
He took care of me, drove me back home. Pad-ded my back when I vomited, pulled my cardigan when much of my skin was revealed, waited patiently for me in the car, even I am zzzz... I hoped he is not hating me...he promised to make me sweet potato...hoped there's no empty promises.

Sunny Bank* feels like Hk 17 May 2010

Test on Mon but still went out with 4 boys for WOW tim sum at Sunnybank...Hk look alike resturant...each of us paid $27.50... 5 of us altogether and we ate alot alot..and I suspected I ate more than L.s or Z.H...ahaha...
After breakfast, A went off lst and left wit R and 3 of us. R went for grocery so we followed cos he was the driver. My hands were holdin on to my notes. But, brain not accepting chemistry, bla bla Proteins and Hemes...oops...
Thought I was allowed to go home after marketing..but, ended up at R's place watching chinese movie 孔子...I fell asleep in the end but still managed to catch the story...hope Mr.孔子 will help me in my test tomorrow...O my... went back home about 7pm... the only thing I did was study and mayb minimum empty minded...Pray for me...

My b4 Exam last Party...I guessed...

Made new friends in the party...very happy to know that because I sensed them honest+kind...2 koreans and a Taiwanese...oops...Mr Taiwanese,G 192cm tall....Wow...kind guy...Mr J, korean...gave me a very "Nice Man" strong feeling...he's funny because he is trying to speak Chinese with his cutie korean ascent to me...made my stress day not so stressful anymore because I was laughin all the way...hope to see him for a pleasant dinner actually...+ the others as well...hehe...Was happy yesterday even though my Chem 2050 20% gross Inorganic test falls on Monday...ahaha...

My ex-teacher Y.k's day 07 May 2010

Last fri was Y.K's bday...Seafood platter for dinner @ Hawken...O...the Calamari was the best ever Sotong I had....ahaha...

Stressed out...

I am really quite stress recently. Assignments accumulating...my head is just crystals + NMR. Moreover, Monday test again...I hate tt 2nd yr module...
I had been staying school from 8am to late evening, sometimes till 8pm...because I believed I can work faster and efficiently in the school library. But, the bad thing in school is...after 5pm...there's no more food or drinks for purchase...just left with the vending machine...Yucks...
Imagine I had CRUNCH Chocolate for dinner just now...nt enough...went back for instant soup + bread and apple...I swallowed everything at 10pm just now...its like supper though...
Hope to clear one of my headache assignment by this week and work harder for the next one...+ weekend read up notes...for Mon test...Sat think I headin to school again...Btw...
Exam timetable out..
15 Jun 2010 CHEM 3004
22 Jun 2010 CHEM 3013
23 Jun 2010 CHEE 4301
24 Jun 2010 CHEM 2050

so poor thing...consecutive...22,23 and 24

its okay after exams...I'll free for a while
...Melbourne I'm coming

Recent till 05 May 2010

Its just so terrible because I got bad results for my mid sem. I did study but not sure why my results still... Maybe I did not study "hard" enough, I guessed. Too bad, I cannot turn back time. So I got work really hard on the 2 upcoming assignments. Bless me...
Just finished CHEM 2050 lecture notes assignment...aha...yea..still taking a 2nd year module...need to clear this if not I couldn't get my degree...Grpwork assignment...my grp mates are fine but all of us were actually quite "blur" because we nearly miss the due date..lucky I did push them to finish the assignments earlier...so it was still fine...5/5/2010 was the due date but seems like 1 of my grp member still dont know about it after I told her today...isn't she Blur-er than us...Don't like her cos she pinalise my work..she mentioned in the mail, saying she understands that English is my 2nd language so she found some descriptions in my work, do not make sense...looked through my notes...I admitted that there's some grammar mistakes because what I've done was still raw...I still need to edit...Her "doesn't make sense" sentences were actually sentences I copied from the official Chemistry Txt book...Clayden and Mcmurry...What the ****...I don't felt being despised but I see her as an irresponsible groupmate. That's the part that I am doing and I don't think she understands the concept...really stupid, I thought...Yea, she is clever enough to feel that the Clayden txtbook author's explanation doesn't make sense...

I hate myself recently...and I got somehing to confess...but think I couldn't shout here...
Visited the clubs here and "Regret" is what I felt.
I am not sure why I've changed...but...I still want to play...excluding night life...what can I do then?
I promised myself no more clubbing in Aus ...do it in Sin then...at least I have V.

Nxt thing on my mind will be Canon DSLR,550D,T2i.
Had been considering to buy this for long...finally made up my mind. I got to save at least AUD 1K for this. Actually dropped the idea of buyin,however, cannot resist after looking at the Kindred gathering pics...its actually not so lively without a GOOD camera...I am sorry to be so honest...
A story of mine...Since young, I love cameras...I admit I am not a Gadget Queen or Camera Pro..and I still don't know how to use "n" no. of functions in my compact Sony though its wit me for 2 yrs...but I really LOVE cameras...I wanted a Nikon D90 but due to budget constraint...I think Canon will be the best choice...somemore 550D is for mid level...KK wanted me to get Nikon like him...too bad..I am really desperate for it...I cannot wait till I work...so....I gave up on Nikon...
I know this is stupid...I even named my future D550 as Kuro...ahaha...cos its my baby too...Kuro I am coming....Can't wait to buy u back home...