Recently was really controlling my temper and not letting it explode easily unlike last time...I could overcome my anger but not something call "Disappointment..." Probably, I did not handle my emotions well....I thought this friend of mine really that important... but nowadays, I found out that even ppl that I rated as "Normal" friends can treat me better than he does...
Am I expecting too much again..... Very unhappy and I do not wish to make a big fuss out of this issue.... I just want to tell him what I feel... To him, might be he felt that I'm throwing my tantrum or it's nagging again..... Frankly speaking, No.... I just want to let him know that I sincerely treat him as a very good friend, but somehow....I think that he is making use of me.... I had a bad experience last time...and... Tks for creating another phobia for me... Is all the ppl in the whole world like this??? I felt like a fool.....If he feels that I am petty, it's okay then....anything you say because I got nothing to say.... By the way, the reason he gave me just now was not convincing at all and I think it's all excuses....
I don't know whether he understands after the talk just now.... seems like he is not serious at all....I can only say that I am disappointed again....
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