I thinking too much...

Went to the restuarant, received a SmS from my dearest friend... At lst, Wasn't very happy to see the message. Requested for a meet-up with him b4 I leave..Yes, he made an effort but I thought he nv ask me whether I am ok to follow. He just gave me a time and place to meet up. Felt like being ordered. At the point of time, I felt like I am pleading some time from him so I can really meet him.
Over this issue, was struggling with my feeling ... told my sisters, they said its ok... Intially, I don't get what they meant... and still I don't accept what they say...
Kept quiet and brain moved for quite sometime, finally Understood... What are friends for... Don't upset over this issue...he is always busy, cannot be blame becos of work...I should be thanking him for squeezing time for me actually...
But, seriously, Wed will be our last outing b4 I leave... Think next meet up will be long... maybe Dec, Jan or Feb... However, might nt meet up too... Becos of his work and studies durin Aug, he might not be able to manage already...might be harder...
Imagine, few years ago, it just so easy to see each other... CCk or Juro? Really miss the days, where we meet up then at the very last min, we bring ourselves to KL... So Fun...
No matter what, still want to apologise for my folly... maybe its just the usual Mood swing that I had... which is making me ridiculous again...Sorry10 yrs friend...

Mambo Jambo 24 Jun 2009

My Mambo Jambo night was accompanied by Lea, Angeline, Hz, Jy.... special guest appearance of Justin, Beng(Jy's lamey friend)... As what Hz said... this was the farewell clubbing b4 i go A... so he deced to acc us for clubbing this week and nxt week he's goin Zouk again with his GAP colleagues... So touching...... jus becos of me... hehe...so he has to pay the cover charge for 2x...
As, we are only allowed to enter Zouk. No Phuture as it hit the quota for ladies already... Tat Hz... can say spent almost 3/4 of his time at Phuture and threw me and my other sis at Zouk...aha... I thought he bullshit this farewell with me... ahaha...Mr Hz, u still owe me 1 more clubbing session...Hello...U spent too much time with ur friends...Where you put me? hahha...
Lea, Jy and Angeline don't really enjoyed the Retro atmosphere at Zouk, which affected alittle of my mood too..cos if ur companion is nt high at all..so no point self-high...it's some kind of wierd...somehow, yesterday night..i didn't enjoy alot...aha
Not that bad, at least, I still know that my PR skill is still quite OK in the club... Chit chat wit 3 Caucasians when i waiting for my drink...aha.. Met this Aus lawyer, he studied in UQ last time... aha...gave me alot of encouragement, he commented that Science course in UQ is really good... this golden sentence really brighten my day and at least i see light b4 departing... ahah...
After Zouk nite, separated ways wit Angeline and Hz. Justin met Jian Hong and gt to say Bye to them...So in the end... Beng, Lea, Jy and me went for supper...Think I exerted too much stress, was very hungry...
Went to Spies or Skies Indian Restuarant... Jy's friend said it's really nice, especially the Steak... m... in the end, we took Muturbak and Roti John.... Went home at 515 plus am....was a tiring day but i guessed it can be a better night.... if...my sisters love Retro... ahah...

Cycling Fiesta [22 Jun 2009]

Again, Family gathering with Jy, Wei, Lea, Jinz, Hz, Kelleen, Leroy, Toby and me...Went to the "Always so Young" East Coast Park... Rent a bicycle for $6... rent 1 hr free 1 hr.... worth it rite... Lea was late so we waited her at Burger King...b4 we start exercising, already ate fries, burger, pie....What's the use of cycling man? aha... Bad news of the day was,Toby... she fell down... think was becos, Wei did a brake unintentionally. Toby didn't notice and there she flew.... some scratches on her hand and knee cap...her injury,indeed, looks like she purposely drew it on herself...quite artistic and nice... hehe...

Followed by ice-cream break....Yeah Sweet temptation...Kept eating...after everything... went back to Bedok hawker for our dinner... Ate alot....our main course, satay, Fried Char Kway...I thought Hz didn't eat for days...I thought he can even eat more... ahah... Then, out of no where, he suggested to go Bugis..where Wei, Kelleen objected.... Me and Lea were having the same reaction...HUH!

In the end, only Kelleen n Leroy didn't follow... think its too late for Leroy to go home and I think Kelleen want to go home and call his DD.. hee...The Very happy Hz bought his stuff... and so finally, 9pm plus, we went home happily... ahha... Enjoyed the day but its tiring... ^^

Pudding 妹's day

Happy bday to Chloe...went to Tanah Merah Chalet... the 1 near to East Coast... The bday birthday,indeed looks like Chloe's mum bday party. Everywhere is kitty, decoration, balloons, cakes... his dad even ask us to do tattoo, somemore is Hello Kitty Tattoo....yeah...Kitty is her mum's fav cartoon character... She told me.... her daughter will like what her mum like.. ahah... So funny... I wonder if my children will like Bad-Badtz-maru too... hehe...

Beach Picnic at Sentosa~Finally

A really happy picnic at Sentosa with my dearest family...Leax, KangShinhwa,Yi, Jy, Fan,Jin, Good boy Wei and Kaihong...In additon, it was Fan's 18th bday...ahaa...I didn't arrange on purpose..so guys, don't gossip already...O...we did pot luck that day...I brought Sandwich, Lea, Jin and Yi brought Frozen Grapes, Egg Tarts and very delicious Mee Fen, Jy, Fan & Wei brought Strawberries, hotdogs and chips, Kaihong brought nuggets and Chicken Karage for mee fen & our busy KangShinhwa brought pandan cakes...Nice! Fun day, we played "lousy" volleyball, Captain's ball and all sorts of lamey games... ahaha....Plus Suntan. I admit tat my family members are quite image-concern...except for some of them who wants to be Snow White 4ever... hehe... Sun was scorching, crowd were young... Overall, Very Fun and I don't think there will be again, a picnic with our crowd... aha.. as some has to work, study and serve NS in future... hard to squeeze time ..... really appreciate this outing.... I love you guys!

Culprits that spolit my camera...Guys, I just sent my Baby Sony to Doctor...
I didn't add on any blurry effect, it just turn out this way. I guessed it's my oily lens...all thanks to the banana boat suntan oil...haha

Followed by a early dinner at Vivocity, Muslim Chicken Rice restaurant, forgot the shop name.... ate at about 5pm plus....

End of the day, after dinner, everyone went home happily. I were like them,tired too.... gt my skin sun burned... ahaha...nv been like this for quite sometime.... Though, its hard to let everyone meet together but I still hope outing like this will happen again....Yeah!

Farewell gift...

This is from my ex-colleague, called the Farewell gift.... ahha... I think this is nice... a little Fred Perry bag wit a mini towel ....I can bring it to the beach, travelling & everywhere...Really useful!!! Tks Kk for the gift and the ice-cream treat... Yeah!!! Hope it's not too costly...

Rotting... I don't think so.....

Recently quite free but not very free... Probably its only 2 days of my holiday... Mon, woke up at 6am in the morning... Did jogging.. I ran from Chinese Garden to Lea's hse ... which is quite near to Boon Lay...reached her hse, then I tagged along Lea's parents for an agreed breakfast with their daughter.... then reached home bout 9am, bath then proceed to Bank...after that B.Panj Plaza to bring all my online clothes for altering... next to Aunt hse.... then I followed Aunt to another aunt's hse.... anyway, its jus bonding with my aunties...
Tues, planned to wake up at 8am, but was abit lazy, woke up at 930am, changed my clothes and went for Swimming....aahah... Finally! Suntan...want this long ago...always had been nagging... Swimming but Jus for a while, I need to rush for my hair-do at AMK... ahaha... So after that went to my dearest Aunt place for dinner...Felt so relax in this way....

Anyway, already planned, Thurs going out with Lea, then Fri, mayb with my ex-colleagues,Sat with chua and Lea for a walk at the Elizabeth Arden Warehse Sales... Kk...now looking forward to clubbin at Zouk on Wed Mambo night and...a Sporty cycling event, all with my family.... ahahaha... Yeah!!!

Recently.....I'm not happy

Recently, not free because.... someone we loved in our family, left us....

Hate the feeling... I thought I will be strong but I afraid, No...Hope things will get better... would like to take this chance to thank ppl who gave me support...especially, Lisx, Noel, Wen and Sally 阿姨...

Lea came back from Australia... She bought some stuffs for us..and mine are.....

On the 05 Jun 2009, my family but not everyone attended the dinner..noticed that we were wearing the same Tshirt...I proudly present our Kindred Family Tee...! Bye Bye to 表姨 and 表uncle...they are going back to Thailand... Somehow, I knew it will be harder for my aunties and uncles to be together again... So sad to know that..I hope it's not true..Forgetting about the nagging and minor conflicts... Definitely will miss them.... Because we are a big happy family...so sad....

We are 03, 04 and 05

Tiring faces of 06, o3 and 05...(left to right)

I'll be strong and life still has to go on....Really, you'll be miss... always in my heart...