Went to the restuarant, received a SmS from my dearest friend... At lst, Wasn't very happy to see the message. Requested for a meet-up with him b4 I leave..Yes, he made an effort but I thought he nv ask me whether I am ok to follow. He just gave me a time and place to meet up. Felt like being ordered. At the point of time, I felt like I am pleading some time from him so I can really meet him.
Over this issue, was struggling with my feeling ... told my sisters, they said its ok... Intially, I don't get what they meant... and still I don't accept what they say...
Kept quiet and brain moved for quite sometime, finally Understood... What are friends for... Don't upset over this issue...he is always busy, cannot be blame becos of work...I should be thanking him for squeezing time for me actually...
But, seriously, Wed will be our last outing b4 I leave... Think next meet up will be long... maybe Dec, Jan or Feb... However, might nt meet up too... Becos of his work and studies durin Aug, he might not be able to manage already...might be harder...
Imagine, few years ago, it just so easy to see each other... CCk or Juro? Really miss the days, where we meet up then at the very last min, we bring ourselves to KL... So Fun...
No matter what, still want to apologise for my folly... maybe its just the usual Mood swing that I had... which is making me ridiculous again...Sorry10 yrs friend...
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