Not so sure feeling

Everything was so alright but it seems to be un-right recently. I am okay with odd no. outing, but its seems to be rather awkward at times. "Out" is the feeling I have. I try to pretend to be a bumbler bee when they are into something. I am okay with it, really. But, its just seems that I am always outside the picture. They are great people and I love them all, but it just seems to be not fine at times. I kept quiet because I am bothered with this issue. They like me to be with them. Real or Fake, I am not sure.... see how then...