Tuesday, 20 April 2010

This few days...as of 21 Apr 2010

19 Apr 2010, a windy Monday but wasn't a good day for me because I had 2 tests falling on the critical day. Not really stressed but was so sad after the papers.
Thought the paper was fine and me, full of confidence. Walked out of the room, my friends were chit chatting about the Chem paper few mins ago. Overheard them, then I found out that I made lots of mistake instead. I thought I studied for the test. Okay. Marks flew.
Next test, NMR, 2 qns. Thought it be alright, each qns took me half hr or more to complete. Time's up is what my lecturer said. Wrote the last Hydrogen on the structure. I am not sure am I writing junk or what. J.De Voss, please be mercy on the marking.
This few days, troubled with this qns. Go back on Jul, Winter break or nt?
I supposed, I am at "the not going back" mode now. I think it's not worth paying for few thousands but enjoyed for just a month only. I can predict my Jul will b just playing, drinking and dancing around clubs.
I probably need a detox. I admitted, intoxication will continue in Brisbane. I am still who I am. I really hope V can come and join me here. I don't think I really miss anyone at home actually. I think I miss playing only. Sounds so stupid. Since going back is so much of drinking and clubbing, I think I better consider staying here then. I will miss the clubs and everything. But, if I stay here, I believed I can rather spend $ on my first DSLR camera or any XX-branded bag. At least, it's worth of $ than buying a ticket back. I'm probably brain washing myself now. But, not sure I change my mind again.
Congrats to ppl who hates me or don't wish to bump into me on the Winter break,Jul, I am at the 70% of "not coming back" mood as of 21 Apr 2010.

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