I "LOST" U

Ben asked me why am I so sad in my blog... I'm also not sure why.
Seriously, I don't think I have been happy after since I came from my 3 weeks holiday in Singapore. Betrayed & Disappointment.
Back in BNE, was trying very hard to build a better friendship with someone.
But he is too busy.
He's just too nice to miss....miss to be a good friend.
I think I failed.
He's too busy. I did not pester him. Probably a txt or call per week. Is it really annoying?
I not sure what he thinks..
I am confuse...
Maybe he is honest and what he told me is true...or perhaps he's lying...

I just want to tell you ...

You're nice

Feel so good to have you around.

I know I am always the one who initiate the outings...

Maybe you feel that I'm annoying

but you refuse to tell me.

I hope you understand, I had been doing all the pushing

I am tired & really want to get you out of my head...

I really have to give up...

Sad...

I am sorry to say that the day we meet up will be the day I leave...

Hope you know what I meant today.

I am not throwing tantrum...

But, I just wouldn't express myself.

I think I just lost "you"...