Monday, 22 August 2011

Routine Sunday



Slp-->Bfast-->Rest-->Town
Today's itinerary, kinda of routine every Sun.
Hees.

Saturday, 20 August 2011

Josiah's Lst~

Josiah's bday huge cake....butter cake in Tigger's body, chocolate cake below his booties...
Don't look so cool at this moment.
My ex-colleagues and her friends :)





Bday Party at Cilla and Kent s' place.
As what I expected, its the bbq night.
Seriously, I think the huge prawns were awesome.
Haha...
Met my ex-boss...
Had not seen him for some time.
So happy, its like reunion dinner tonight.
Boss came out a subject today:
"Don't know what I don't know."
Makes me ponder awhile.
Qns to ask urself, what you didn't notice on ur own character
or anything you miss out upon life.
Well, awaiting for the next meet-up.

Wake me up.

My mind got occupied alot recently.
At times, still not right.
How I wish I can dump my brains in the washing machine and clean away all the unwanted memories.
Whatever way that makes me happier.
At some point of time, I got so depress.
Till I passed by this Uncle on wheel chair selling tissues upon crossing the busy pedestrain at Orchard.
I stopped instead of crossing.
Bought tissues from Uncle.
Seriously, Uncle 's strong mentally though he's physically weak.
Are my problems consider minor if compared to Uncle?
Wake-up-to-myself.

02 & 03 s' favorite chatting spot.

Don't underestimate the power of "Baron".

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

Emo Queen?

I got so emotional today.
Cannot express what I want in work.
Nearly break-down.
What's happening to Cyndi?

Sunday, 14 August 2011

Sunday today, 14 Aug 2011.

Tea at Thai + Western Cafe. NICE:)
Boost myself with Berries Essence. I'm tired I think, not sleeping well these days.
Me and Justin gross pics. Inspired by Gee:x


Very Sun.

Went to 拜拜 at the usual River Valley place.

Went individually, not with sisters.

Ed acc-ed me and of course, went to the nearby town after that.

Had my tea break at this Thai + Western cafe.

Served nice cakes and food.

Impressive cos its a fusion of both cuisines.

Lastly, hunted for my belt.

And of course, Forever 21 again.

I know the last pic was abit gross.

But is Justin who asked me to do it.

Inspired by Gee.

Heheehehe


*I got so empty still when I was sitting alone-waiting for the two boys.
Time will heal Cyndi.
加油!

End.

It's my fault, always.
No matter what.
Still, I apologize.
For the sake of my ownself,
I got to be selfish and rational.
Whatever it's done, cannot be undone.
If I expect more from you, it will be unfair for u though.
I will always grumble that you are using me because I got lots of expectations from you.
I really want to help you but I don't think its the right way.
Sorry, I don't want to demonize you anymore.
Got to be strong and not lean to my pillar of strength again.
Seriously, I couldn't bear to say Goodbye, but since I couldn't treat you as what you treat me as.
I think I got to force myself to something I really hate to do.
The last thing I wanted to say, but couldn't face you properly.
"Study hard and no matter what, Don't give up."
* still hope the day, we be friends again, if possible by chance, we meet again.

Tuesday, 9 August 2011

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Pride no longer sits in me.

"xSettlersx" at Alien's place

Doing market-ing for tibits and steamboat. Total of $14/person. Worth it right?
So cosy :)
New game introduced by Sw.




Simple occasion for JH.


We had few rounds of different games.


Think I ate so much choco that day.


I told myself, Just for today only :)


The most happening part is during Monopoly City.


Alien used up all his $45 million to bid for 2 pcs of land.


So silly :x till then we are still mocking at him. Ha.


Saturday, 6 August 2011

Friday, 06 Aug 2011.

Taken by the poor Iris who's sick Went back home to meet my new house-mate for the 1 for 1 Magnum Ice-cream!

Mine's Gold Magnum :) Awesome

ahahha....06 look at my jaw bones!!! Don't be jealous <3


Friday pretty boring. Did not go for my normal routine ,neither clubbing nor pub-bing . After knocked off, went to visit my fav auntie at BP. Nxt, went straight home to meet my hsemate. Hees. Sweet temptations at Cheers since they having a Magnum 1-for-1 promotion. Happy. Recently, had been thinking the same thing but on the other hand, I'm worry. Stuck for you. I really hope it's not going to be long.

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

Bye Kuro

My dear D5000 kuro will be away for about 6 months.
I trust your new owner will take care of you.

Monday, 1 August 2011

Recent till 01 Aug 2011.

My 3rd home.


Being very moody recently.
I really hate myself.
Of course, I'm still stuck at the same point.
Him and family.
Last week went back to my "real" home sweet home.
But seriously, I did not enjoyed the stay at all.
6 bags moved in and 6 days later, I moved out with 5 bags.
Sorry to behave in this way.
I'm just not use to staying home.
Having cold war with dad, so we weren't talking at all.
2 days after I moved in. He went overseas.
At times, I think or quite sure he's lying.
I really hate him to cover lies with another lie.
Last tues, I still ask my friend to my house for accompany.
So crazy but becasue I'm too bored and moody.
Really appreciated what my friend had done.
Though, the 1.5 hrs stay isn't long but it does make me happy alittle.
Wed was even bad. I don't even feel like going home.
So, called Erika for dinner.
She was pretty busy so ended up, I acc-ed her to Scape for her dance practise, with Jyun and Shirley along.
They are really nice ppl.
Since, I don't really like home, my last resort, turn to my friend's house then.
Now, at least one less thing to be bother about.
I really hope that "you" can get out of my mind.
I saw your FB wall ytd.
It makes me feel bother.
Regret.
Can I turn back time?

Work 2 :)

Man-ly in Johor Plant
Gloomy weather and relax mode at Suntec.

Working recently:
Suntec or nt will be once a week at Pasir Gudang.
Dry at times in Suntec, but still I'm liking my working enviroment
.