End.

It's my fault, always.
No matter what.
Still, I apologize.
For the sake of my ownself,
I got to be selfish and rational.
Whatever it's done, cannot be undone.
If I expect more from you, it will be unfair for u though.
I will always grumble that you are using me because I got lots of expectations from you.
I really want to help you but I don't think its the right way.
Sorry, I don't want to demonize you anymore.
Got to be strong and not lean to my pillar of strength again.
Seriously, I couldn't bear to say Goodbye, but since I couldn't treat you as what you treat me as.
I think I got to force myself to something I really hate to do.
The last thing I wanted to say, but couldn't face you properly.
"Study hard and no matter what, Don't give up."
* still hope the day, we be friends again, if possible by chance, we meet again.