... A leopard never change it's spots...

What a Day!!!
Today was very disappointed with my friend.. Let's call him "B" ..O.. Really very sad about it.. Not angry anymore .. cos I really given up on him already.. Havin his fickle minded way of thinkin really makes me feel sick and tired... Keep changing his mind...
Because of what something he had said b4 he left, I did promise him that I want to meet him on the Feb 2009. And he said he will be coming back on the holidays for sure.. But now... he is changing his mind again.. From up to down , left to right...
Called him few hrs ago and told him my thoughts... as I hoped that he can give me a definite Ans and stop letting me be worry as this matter had been bothering me quite a long time... But he says he don't know... Then, somehow, he made an effort to ask his friend if they are coming back during the holidays... Ya, friend said Yes coming back then he told me Ya, maybe... What is this???.. Btw, His reply to me was just, M... Ya.... I think he is not listening to me... as he is concentrating with his NEW girls friend...
From all these, I REALLY don't know what is he thinking... Then, I heard him laughing with the background
(I mean a lot of girls) ... He is really not listening.... O my... I am talking to a what?
What I had told him, had already been thrown to the rubbish bin... Foolish me....
Then, he said ... Ok I call u later... and What... He didn't call back ....
B4 he was gone, I already felt that he'll be like this... But I try to trust him.. Who knows... I can only say ... A leopard never change it's spots... I think, as what my dad and my aunt said, better to depend on myself...

----------Utterly Disappointed----------

My new Shoe & BYe bYe to H.L on 25 Jul 2008

Quite happy to see my new shoe on the 24 Jul 2008 .... So white... so Clean, its like school shoe.. My colleagues are somehow ONs.. as we gathered early in the morning for this lamey photo-taking of our new shoes... So cool ... Besides, the shoe is really comfortable.. After wearing the shoe..WOW... I suddenly got a energy to dance.. because its so soft inside... Cool shoe.. I'm loving it but Just to inform...I am not the promoter for the shoe.. Somehow, like it soo Much.. But of course is out of the fashion to walk on the streets of Orchard with this shoe..hahaha!!!

So which shoe is mine???

Another day to mention is 25 Jul 2008... aaha..Its Hwee.L 's last day.. Somehow sad as she is one of our buddies in the company..Did a farewell for her @ 北上川 Vivo...Quite affordable cos its only $13.90++ (with DBS Creditcard,org:$18.90++) Buffet 麻辣 Steamboat.. But seriously, the variety of food is not that much.... and time taken to "replenish" the food is not fast... Quite Slow... So must wait and wait... Throughout the steamboat, we were laughing at Miss Imitation Gong Li... She so lame... ahah.. The farewell seems like hers instead of Hwee.L ..

Let's Farewell the V. Fair girl in purple.. We are in the waters @ Vivo... No swimming !!! 2 Fashion Icons in Vivo..Nice view!!! Come on ..the girl in Purple...I thought we should act cute.. U're too Serious!!! Hagen Ice-cream..this is not cheap... as the waffle costs 5 doru and Icecream per scoop costs 8.90 doru..so altogether... around $14...However,its really Nice...Waffle is there, ice-Cream so Nicez..Overall Good, except that the price is quite steep only...
Remember I just joined the company.. Pple were saying that we look like each other, Do we...

Yes..Today was a bad day for me... Somehow find it tiring and bored working in the company... Boss felt that my performance is not as what he expected.. So sad.. He wants me to do something but I did not do it.. He said he hinted me before.. But I didn't know... or he didn't say? And I don't understand Y if he need my help , Y don't he tell me straight in my face... Really Y? So, felt quite frustrated with myself.... Besides.. was too, bored with my job.. No mood and flame anymore.. I am just tolerating for "X" so I will have a better future.. Am I on the right track..So tiring, I think I am torturing myself everyday to work.. Can say I don't like my current job.. Cos I am not comfortable with my job scope now... B'Cos at the end of the day, when I finish my stuff, my boss will benefit instead of me.. But think in other way, I am just training my perseverance... OK...

I felt miserable after I knew the news, Called X.a today, he did'nt pick up my call but in the end, he returned my call..told him the above story in short.. but his console is not helping....sounds like he consoled for the sake of consoling... Hai... but be used to it... Yes, was still quite sad, asked my sister if she wants to go Sentosa with me tml, to overcome my frustration but her bf already dated her... Wow! No companion....was more miserable... Miss my buddy then.. seems like my family or friends now.... cannot help me.... Very Very sad.... But lucky, had an wonderful dinner with my colleague as they helped me forget my worries temporarily.. at least, I felt better now.... Ok ... I still have to persevere ... GOgogo!!!

私のFlashBack to Bong's 21st Bday

Saw this video today in my computer and found out that I am already old.. ahah.. Was celebrating my 10 yrs+ friend's 21st birthday.. In the video, I also heard L.s voice... ahaha....So touching.. Long time never hear his voice. remember that day, we were celebrationg Bongbong's birthday in KtV ..but only 3 of us ( Bong, LS and me).... Not a usual combination,only 3 of us instead of 6 ppl ...Sounds boring celebration but I remembered the day was quite touching...cos I think is L.s whom bought the cake for bong bong.. so Sweet of him... but we shared the amt .. haha.... as least I have some contribution... However, in the video , me and L.s were rushing Bong to blow the candles as it's Our turn to Sing...Evil L.s and me ...Heard that song is 外X ??? ahaha ..Yeah baby!!!

What A Day!!!

Today went to visit my Dearest Grandma in the hospital. I got to feed her water, medicine and food today.
Was a VeryX100 Difficult Task.... Cos Grandma don't wish to swallow her medicine... lucky water saves the day. She drank quite alot of water. She dissolves the tablets down her throat.... so its still okay
Come to her dinner.. She doesn't have appetite, so I just let her drink the watery porridge .... for I think 4 mouths, she already push away my hands... Then, I try to let her drink orange juice ,okay..Orange juice made by my hands, I squeeze the orange to juice...Sounds Gross... at least she will have Vitamin C right.. then, for 5 spoons of juice, she again push my hands away.... Tired...
Have to meet my friend at 615 pm at Orchard... but 6pm still at the hospital...
Do not dare to leave cos Grandma was not asleep... Fortunately, Uncle and Aunt came... Shoo... so I rush for my appointment..
aha.. Met my friend at 7pm so I was 45 mins late... Sorry friend...
Had a budget meal.. nt as extravagant as last time.. cos I gt to save $$ for my better future..
Then when we were going home.. Talk about a shading that he gave me... But my Dearest friend forgot about it... O my... So I would like to take this chance and show it to him since he says he read my blog....

Arrow shows the Fish I am talking about... Silly boy....

Ahah.. I suddenly saw the below pic in my photo album... Quite funny.. my polymates and I were playing some stupid games... Punishment using Red colour Lipstick... Pls look at everyone's face.. so XXXXX...

Days in my Poly lst yr(1A/B/03) is really Fun as we do stupid things

Are U sure this Is Osaka....

Talking about the photo above, Self Shot Queen... Seems like abit Fakey.. U were saying that you went to Osaka right... But the crab u had and what I had in Osaka seems like soooo different.... Mine's bigger...Don't tell me you went to a different place in Osaka....Rubbish!!!

Please! U sure u went to Osaka or some place in Singapore... ahahah..... ^_^

Finally I GOT It...

Finally, I got it.. Yes!!! Today I went down to Bishan with a friend to apply the cards..
Was very high and Happy as I target the cards for some time. Yes, ah Da i Got it!!! Last time, I was just using a Supplementary Card and due to some reasons, it was terminated. Was very disappointed and so I tell myself I will apply card of my own a day. And finally, I can apply it using my name as the Main..
However, after a while ( after my happiness), I felt nothing.. though intially stage was very happy but nothing much right.... Cos its overall just cards...
I just have to tell myself, Not to overspent or not I'll be in deep Shizzzz.....

Night Festival on the 18 Jul 2008

All thanks to Jinx, thanks for asking me to go to this nice and artistic show infront of the National Museum. Though, it was really squeezy and pack that day ... But was an enjoyable night watching the free show with Lesley and Jinx...
The few performance was actually about some ppl hanging in the middle of the air, dancing with the play of the smoothing music..... It's such a special performance... Its not easy to hang yourself inthe air, flipping and turning.... ahha...

Nicez to see ship and woman floating on air with the help of some wires...
Tat's the highlight of the day and also our purpose to go there... See 2 women, 1 of them, playing the piano, another 1, dancing with the music.. Bravo!!! I give it a 5 stars performance... The pianist really professional. Though, the piano is moving and turning very fast, she still can play very well. If I were the pianist, I think I will vomit due to motion sickness.. Hehe...See the girls with the BIG, BLOATED skirt.... Cute...
Two Big Balloons on the air, see someone was hanging below the balloon, Its so Dangerous.. but was really beautiful... Put ur hands and clap for them....

See the close view... So high up Finally, show ended... Let's cross the road....

We headed to DXO after that, however, it was not like the past.. DXO no longer ladies night on Fri, no crowd yesterday. Was told to pay $1/person for entry,NTUC member free... But I was advised not to go in by the staff as there isn't anyone in there... ahHaha... So we left.... So disappointing....

晩ご飯 @ 302 CCk

今日はCCKの３０２食場へ行く。。。でも、友人は違う。。。
毎次はL.S さんといしょにあそこでご飯を食べる。。。ああ！！！でも、今L.S さん、今オーシレイーﾙで勉強する。。。
ちょっと変ですねい。今日の晩ご飯、ちょっと寂しいですねい。。。どうして。。。
アーハハ。。。L.S さんシーガポルの携帯電話を電話したい。。。ちょっと馬鹿ですねい。。。本とに。。。
X.A さんも無くしますねい。電話するからっといって、返事しないよう。。。
本とに忙しい。。。

Say GoodBye to 10++ yrs Friend

Finally, L.s left for Australia..
I think I felt a pinch in my heart.. but also felt Very Happy for him...
Somehow a 10+ yrs left me .... felt awkard.... NVm.. will see him half yr later.. I gonna miss the quarrel times with L.s...
Buddy left me, 10+ friend also left me... OOps.. gonna be lonely.... Really miss my Buddy... she called me yesterday ... Wow... was very(X100) surprise.. And Excited..... ahaha.. at least she still remember her friend... ハハ... Remember her line was cut off for 3 times... But nvm... Appreciate her effort.... I thought she never pay bills.. アーハハ!!!^_^
Okay... See my friends studying ... I aslo got to strike hard for my Current Job and my Japanese.... think will fail cos my Japanese really quite Diff.. No Easy because it's JLPT 2... ahaha.... But i Will Wrk hard..頑張れよう!!!

Jess's ROM and Attitude Camera's Day-05 JuL 2008

Wow... ROM of My collegue, Jess... So happy for them.. and I don't know why ... when I see the newly wed....say "I Do".. O my goosebumps all went up... Am I touched... or felt mushy... hee...But overall... was So Happy for them... My boss and collegues too went to Congrats her... See Jess's happy Face.. Hurray!!!Group photo of our Team( with Guest Appearance of Jess's Husband) Haah!!!

So sweet... かわいい！Flower Decoration Nice... Something missing argh!

Today was veryX2 tired as I only had 3 hrs of sleep.. Thought I wouldn't make it for this function. But, I really forced myself up the bed... Thought everything was fine... BUT... here comes the problem!!! Camera spoilt again. really hate this camera. Remember when I just bought the camera, after 2 weeks... I dropped it on the ground... O.. then went for repair and I paid 1 hundred bucks for it... Remembered that time, when I went to Japan.. Camera self Vibrate, think due to the cold weather.....but lucky the camera still perservere till end of my Japan Trip . Then went for the repair again ( FOC as still under warranty). Next, went to Taiwan and HK ... Yesh again..Butter Fingers... I dropped my Camera again... in XI MEN TING... So High... can see the camera has some scratches and some parts popping up already... And.. Today I finally gave up sending my camera for repair... See the above PIC... TOP right hand corner (that Black corner).. My camera LCD screen down.... Think the reparing the Lamey Camera will be expensive and I don't think Warranty covers the repair for LCD screen.... Really, I see NO fate with this ATTITUDE camera.... -_-!!!