Today was very disappointed with my friend.. Let's call him "B" ..O.. Really very sad about it.. Not angry anymore .. cos I really given up on him already.. Havin his fickle minded way of thinkin really makes me feel sick and tired... Keep changing his mind...
Because of what something he had said b4 he left, I did promise him that I want to meet him on the Feb 2009. And he said he will be coming back on the holidays for sure.. But now... he is changing his mind again.. From up to down , left to right...
Called him few hrs ago and told him my thoughts... as I hoped that he can give me a definite Ans and stop letting me be worry as this matter had been bothering me quite a long time... But he says he don't know... Then, somehow, he made an effort to ask his friend if they are coming back during the holidays... Ya, friend said Yes coming back then he told me Ya, maybe... What is this???.. Btw, His reply to me was just, M... Ya.... I think he is not listening to me... as he is concentrating with his NEW girls friend...
From all these, I REALLY don't know what is he thinking... Then, I heard him laughing with the background
(I mean a lot of girls) ... He is really not listening.... O my... I am talking to a what?
What I had told him, had already been thrown to the rubbish bin... Foolish me....
Then, he said ... Ok I call u later... and What... He didn't call back ....
B4 he was gone, I already felt that he'll be like this... But I try to trust him.. Who knows... I can only say ... A leopard never change it's spots... I think, as what my dad and my aunt said, better to depend on myself...
----------Utterly Disappointed----------
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