Come on ..the girl in Purple...I thought we should act cute.. U're too Serious!!! Yes..Today was a bad day for me... Somehow find it tiring and bored working in the company... Boss felt that my performance is not as what he expected.. So sad.. He wants me to do something but I did not do it.. He said he hinted me before.. But I didn't know... or he didn't say? And I don't understand Y if he need my help , Y don't he tell me straight in my face... Really Y? So, felt quite frustrated with myself.... Besides.. was too, bored with my job.. No mood and flame anymore.. I am just tolerating for "X" so I will have a better future.. Am I on the right track..So tiring, I think I am torturing myself everyday to work.. Can say I don't like my current job.. Cos I am not comfortable with my job scope now... B'Cos at the end of the day, when I finish my stuff, my boss will benefit instead of me.. But think in other way, I am just training my perseverance... OK...
I felt miserable after I knew the news, Called X.a today, he did'nt pick up my call but in the end, he returned my call..told him the above story in short.. but his console is not helping....sounds like he consoled for the sake of consoling... Hai... but be used to it... Yes, was still quite sad, asked my sister if she wants to go Sentosa with me tml, to overcome my frustration but her bf already dated her... Wow! No companion....was more miserable... Miss my buddy then.. seems like my family or friends now.... cannot help me.... Very Very sad.... But lucky, had an wonderful dinner with my colleague as they helped me forget my worries temporarily.. at least, I felt better now.... Ok ... I still have to persevere ... GOgogo!!!
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