Happy Easter Day is Coming...

An easter day gift from Mr.L, ありがとう!But, I thought I wanted eggs instead,ahaha!!!Opps-xi...whatever it is,once again tks to you...think I gonna like take few years to eat up the easter rabbit..because it's all make up of chocolate,my best friend aka enemy...Argh...

Saturday 20 Mar 2010

It is just a simple, I meant boring Sat this week again...
Went to Ker Zhing's place to find my dearest teacher who scored well in that so "Chemistry" module which I have problem in...
Asked and threw qns at him....Thanks giving he did not intend to charge me for asking a few qns actually. This related to another incident I had recently in school...where I thought was a joke but somehow it hurted someone instead. The joke was actually cracked when actually my module mate hinted me that he charged $25 for a session for year 2 students on tat problematic module I took...Well, I somehow thought that he is a pro in that module...tats his expertise...Y not... however, I find it awkward if he is chargin me instead. Though, he took the module b4 me..but because we are in the 3rd level...and he had a few modules, same with me...I can actually named him my classmate...seriously we not close... but we met a few times and chat b4...its jus too awkward to pay him...
I asked him if there's discount for 3rd yr student( in a "haha" manner)...and I commented tat he is a $$ face in Jap and was still smiling and laughin all the way...Btw, he is a Aus mix Jap...he replied and said that its common....
In a way, I think he actually thought that I actually scolding him...but I am just joking around...and I don't even mean that if he is tutoring for 2nd yr is really someone who loves money...he is clever and he teach REALLY well...Y not?
Even I meant anything...is jus saying that chargin me is just hurting...of course I will not ask him lots of qns like a student asking a teacher...but jus a few qns like student asking another smarty classmate..Y not? Wrong? ... he say if need him can hire him as a tutor...Oh Pls, do you think I will dare to ask him qns again...
I don't mind paying cos I felt its not really tat ex...its jus the disappointment I felt...and awkward-ness feeling, he gave me... he post on Msn and say tat he is upset... and My classmate from Sin asked him...of course he explained... Ya.. 1 sin classmate spreaded and the whole gang knew the story...I remebered 1 of them who is in the gang was at there too when the incident happened... Didn't he feel wierd? Probably guy not that sensitive...Me and my gal friend don't dare to ask the him more qns after the marketing for himself...
Now, the whole Sin gang think that I was at fault...and I felt the barrier actually... mayb I am sensitive or wat...the guy who I stick to everytime, felt the same way too....alittle sad...Well, he is upset...I'm more upset than him...I thought of talking to him on fri...but my gal friend felt meaningless and asked me to ignore over this small issue...
Ppl know me well know that I am straight forward and will be in the "haha" situation everytime...Probably, I am overly straight-forward this time...and forget that every ppl has it's own-self character... well, I still think that this's a small issue... and my conscience is clear...What I mentioned to him, didn't meant anything...its jus a joke...if ppl think I am using his language to comment him, was bad... but seriously during the days in school, I too use Jap to communicate with him... If really I had the intention to insult or scold him....I will choose to use Eng...and tell the whole world...Y Jap? Of course, use the most confident language that I know...rather than something that I am less confident in...what if I interpret wrongly, might be the other way round...I will get angry if he is lauging at my wrong or funny sentences...ahaa...
*Ps: I also don't want to make things in this way...I am just lucky that my girl-friend aka classmate knows how I feel...

Special friday 12 mar 2010

Fri wasn't that free because I had to acc my hsemate to the Central...^^ pic speaks a thousand words...ahah...

2nd week, 14 weeks to go...

It had been almost 2 weeks....since I left SIN...nothing much to do on weekends...no clubbing this week, however, bought "black label" on friday after a walk in City...ordered our fav Korean BBQ beef + always Not So Nice Mint korean soup with somekind of Wierd Korean Sausage somemore...Yucks, thought it turned nice or probably wanted to try something HOT on rainy days...Somehow, we learnt our lesson again...we have to remember not to order wierd dish from the menu again EXCEPT for BBQ beef...Anyway, its always So nice to have the Korean Free side dishes together...Yeah...
Bought my fav cum missed for 3 mths Fish shaped Korean Ice-cream....So happy...then finally, had the idea of drinking...Yew...Black label so gross...hate the smell...bought it at a very affortable price, 50+ AUD bucks..ahah...played poker while drinking...quite happy actually...
Recently was so ON-going for breakfast...and my breakfast buddy for sure on MON, TUE and sometimes WED will always be E...From Subway to Simple Hot Cross Bun to Mac Hot Pick $4meal bfast to Sandwich-Cereal w/skim milk....so Healthy...
Staying with the same 3 guys...funny...but sometimes irritating when they ganged up n tease me...played viwawa Manjong during our free time so its still enjoyable "at times." Moved place to the same old fav place, Indooroopilly, Ciana Apartment..still love here very much because of the nearby shopping, Mac, KFC, subway and Pizza....Yeah...in addition, there's aslo gym facilities + swimming pool here...Best of all, its much more convenient to reach school than the previous temp hse at Toowong...
3rd year, lst sem, all "dry" modules...nearly Zzzzz in class...most of the time, I mean...cracked my head today for the tutorial today...so hard...but my classmate stil say its easy...Argh...well, its subjective actually...for the previous module, he said it was hard...but I thought it was easy....ahaha...oops...Pray for my good results and happiness in school!!!

You are no more the one

Seriously was so disappointed with you. You did not do what I requested. Too bad...and I know that you no longer the ultimate...
I felt I am pushing so hard for a get-back. Put in lots of effort but see no help actually. Everyone had been saying that I am stupid but I still go for it. So, ask yourself, did you actually put in any effort like what i did. Drunken that day, kept repeating that you lack of something...I don't like all the excuses you gave. If you are lack of something, be persistent and go for it. Don't blame people, you just finding excuses. Your explanation that night wasn't clear, probably you were drunk. But what if you were not drunk, its still the same...Infront of my face, say you don't like to repeat the same old story. But, if you were to ask me what happened last time? or what's the root of MIA or problem, I have no idea...
Intially I thought part of the problem was me too. So, I thought I give in alittle, there might be alittle help. Looking at how you treated me, I already know that you had no feelings for me and I don't think I owe you anything.
I got to say, You are so selfish, think of yourself only, you nv thought of how I felt actually.
I hate you. You are just wasting my time. You don't worth to be my friend. Knowing you is what I regretted and did wrongly in my summer holidays.
No more you in my life because you're just a jerk to me...

Return to Aust

Currently stuck in the kangaroo land for 4mths again...took my fav airline of all, Emirates. Due to the sleepless night b4 depart, was unconscious sleeping on the plane. Sleep,eat,movie and recalling of what I did for the last 3mths were the few things i did on the plane.
seriously didnt actually miss home but couldnt take the stress when i dont understand what the lecturers were teaching.Till today,still felt exhausted or sleepy.My classes were all from 8/9 am which is Sin 6/7am...yawn...
lst day of school was so funny...probably i did nt have enough slp which brouht the enthu-ness in me. Recently, its rainy season in Brisbane...lst day gt drenched...look so stupid in class..my classmates still ask me whether i jus bathe...my other classmate,from sin too gossiped me. He told another guy:See!tat person nv bring umbrella..nowadays guys also has lots of comment.
I went to UQ's sports centre for a trial lesson for body combat and pilates...ahaha...so fun...but tired...aahaha...pilates was tedious because we has to stretch here and tere...but the explanation part for pilates was long-winded and boring...ahaha...I nearly fall asleep...so embarrassing...
Temp hse located at Toowong was really spacious but eerie too. I reached the place bout 2 am plus..we have 4 rooms but i was wondering why my 3 hsemates had to squeeze in just 1 room...aha..they were hum and so do I...Till today we,total of 4 persons...we only occupied 2 rooms..aha..sounded stupid.I had been eating non stop since i reached aus...didnt even skip meals...bread bread rice, fish n chip...so scare i will look like a ball when im bck...lucky we settled our permanent stay already, which again located at the Ciana apartment that we stayed at last sememster...
Moved in to another unit instead...instead we still the previous one we stayed in...ahah...currently 1 was alittle enclose...at least better than last sem, this time round, we have the Air-Con remote control...ahha...
Still in the rotting bug mode, probably only start studying we moved into the Condo style apartment at Indooroopilly...ahha