You are no more the one

Seriously was so disappointed with you. You did not do what I requested. Too bad...and I know that you no longer the ultimate...
I felt I am pushing so hard for a get-back. Put in lots of effort but see no help actually. Everyone had been saying that I am stupid but I still go for it. So, ask yourself, did you actually put in any effort like what i did. Drunken that day, kept repeating that you lack of something...I don't like all the excuses you gave. If you are lack of something, be persistent and go for it. Don't blame people, you just finding excuses. Your explanation that night wasn't clear, probably you were drunk. But what if you were not drunk, its still the same...Infront of my face, say you don't like to repeat the same old story. But, if you were to ask me what happened last time? or what's the root of MIA or problem, I have no idea...
Intially I thought part of the problem was me too. So, I thought I give in alittle, there might be alittle help. Looking at how you treated me, I already know that you had no feelings for me and I don't think I owe you anything.
I got to say, You are so selfish, think of yourself only, you nv thought of how I felt actually.
I hate you. You are just wasting my time. You don't worth to be my friend. Knowing you is what I regretted and did wrongly in my summer holidays.
No more you in my life because you're just a jerk to me...