It is just a simple, I meant boring Sat this week again...
Went to Ker Zhing's place to find my dearest teacher who scored well in that so "Chemistry" module which I have problem in...
Asked and threw qns at him....Thanks giving he did not intend to charge me for asking a few qns actually. This related to another incident I had recently in school...where I thought was a joke but somehow it hurted someone instead. The joke was actually cracked when actually my module mate hinted me that he charged $25 for a session for year 2 students on tat problematic module I took...Well, I somehow thought that he is a pro in that module...tats his expertise...Y not... however, I find it awkward if he is chargin me instead. Though, he took the module b4 me..but because we are in the 3rd level...and he had a few modules, same with me...I can actually named him my classmate...seriously we not close... but we met a few times and chat b4...its jus too awkward to pay him...
I asked him if there's discount for 3rd yr student( in a "haha" manner)...and I commented tat he is a $$ face in Jap and was still smiling and laughin all the way...Btw, he is a Aus mix Jap...he replied and said that its common....
In a way, I think he actually thought that I actually scolding him...but I am just joking around...and I don't even mean that if he is tutoring for 2nd yr is really someone who loves money...he is clever and he teach REALLY well...Y not?
Even I meant anything...is jus saying that chargin me is just hurting...of course I will not ask him lots of qns like a student asking a teacher...but jus a few qns like student asking another smarty classmate..Y not? Wrong? ... he say if need him can hire him as a tutor...Oh Pls, do you think I will dare to ask him qns again...
I don't mind paying cos I felt its not really tat ex...its jus the disappointment I felt...and awkward-ness feeling, he gave me... he post on Msn and say tat he is upset... and My classmate from Sin asked him...of course he explained... Ya.. 1 sin classmate spreaded and the whole gang knew the story...I remebered 1 of them who is in the gang was at there too when the incident happened... Didn't he feel wierd? Probably guy not that sensitive...Me and my gal friend don't dare to ask the him more qns after the marketing for himself...
Now, the whole Sin gang think that I was at fault...and I felt the barrier actually... mayb I am sensitive or wat...the guy who I stick to everytime, felt the same way too....alittle sad...Well, he is upset...I'm more upset than him...I thought of talking to him on fri...but my gal friend felt meaningless and asked me to ignore over this small issue...
Ppl know me well know that I am straight forward and will be in the "haha" situation everytime...Probably, I am overly straight-forward this time...and forget that every ppl has it's own-self character... well, I still think that this's a small issue... and my conscience is clear...What I mentioned to him, didn't meant anything...its jus a joke...if ppl think I am using his language to comment him, was bad... but seriously during the days in school, I too use Jap to communicate with him... If really I had the intention to insult or scold him....I will choose to use Eng...and tell the whole world...Y Jap? Of course, use the most confident language that I know...rather than something that I am less confident in...what if I interpret wrongly, might be the other way round...I will get angry if he is lauging at my wrong or funny sentences...ahaa...
*Ps: I also don't want to make things in this way...I am just lucky that my girl-friend aka classmate knows how I feel...
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